There's Only Me and Shiloh

Our Daddy left already on January 5. He will be away for 7 months. I will be doing all the music and the dance. I am still overwhelmed by the thought that I will do everything around here. As soon as we entered the apartment from sending Daddy off I felt the emptiness and loneliness rushing in all over my body. Our DD started to cry and it didn't take long for my tears to roll over down my cheeks.

It felt so surreal. I was like floating and in denial for the fact. I even told myself it is only a dream and its not real. But the naked reality is even brighter than the sunshine here in Washington State that our Daddy left already and will be away from us for half a year. I will do my best to be strong and courageous for my family, especially for our daughter. She is my big concern aside from praying for the safety of my hubby. I know God will always be there for us and will protect and guide us.

 

7 comments:

cheerfulday said...

God will definately guide you ya..

Petra said...

Keep yourself busy para di mo ma miss si hubby. Mahirap pag tayo lang mag-isa. Don't worry, anjan naman si Shiloh.

Btw, may award ako sau dito.

Merydith said...

My hugs to your Bless. I have tears in my eyes when I was reading your entry. It must be really hard. I am with you. Basta ha tawaganay lang ta. TC and kiss to Baby S.

Mimi said...

I know how you feel right now about being away from your hubby but God is always there for you to comfort you knowing that He is taking good care of your hubby too. Shiloh will always cheer you up. I am praying for you always and your hubby's safety too. If you need help, you can call me too. (360-357-4373) God bless!

~Mheldz said...

Bless,
I can feel your pain...I hope you'll find ways to be cope and also Shilo will need you to be strong for both of you.

God Bless

Lanie said...

Bless, pray lang ang be strong. I know it is easy for me to say that, kay dili man ako na-a sa imong shoes. You will be fine, naa man ka ka uban, mingaw tingali kaayo kung ikaw lang isa. At lleast naa imong little girl. Kung du-ol pa lang ka nako, mag sigi gud ta ug kaon diri sa balay. Hehehe!

My World said...

naiyak ako sis. i know how it feels. but time goes fast, before you know it he'll be back.

take care!

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