I felt bad...

because I promised myself as much as possible I don't want my little girl to experience falling. I think I speak too soon. This morning I got really scared because she fell from our bed. I just finished changing her diaper and then I laid down in bed while watching her. I let her lay down because I know she is still sleepy. I am preparing to nurse her again. But then she crawled fast on the other side of the bed before I can hold her she already fell. I didn't get so scared until then. She cried but did not cry hard and she didn't shed a tear. I am glad nothing is wrong with her or she wasn't hurt. She is still her old self.

I felt so guilty of what happened. My heartbeat was really racing when it happened. I know there will be times that this will happen to them but you can't really help but feel bad and sort of blame yourself. When hubby called around 10AM I told him and he got worried too. But he told me not to feel bad about it anymore. I just need to observe her if anything changes with her or what. Hay, motherhood.