Lonely Me

I'm not sulking or what but it's just that being alone really is not good for me. Hehehe. The deafening silence inside the apartment just give me a creepy feeling. I'm not matatakutin. But here in a foreign land, I can't feel that way. Though I very well know also that he will be coming back in 48hours but it didn't keep me from being lonely. My hubby have a field work for a live fire class with his students and I'm alone at home until tomorrow night.

Oh well, I have to contain this kind of situation coz this is not the only time. I should get used to it. Being a military wife, you should always expect the unexpected. There will be missions and field works that your husband will be undertaking that the DA won't take no for an answer because it is a duty and responsibility.

Anywho, I am glad I have my work that keeps me a lil busy and my family and friends that I was able to talk online. They also in a way keeps me company and ease a lil bit of my loneliness. And most of all am very glad that my hubby still finds to call me amidst the hectic schedule he has. But nothing could ease the loneliness unless he'll be here beside me.